Neo Futurists

I think that part of what's been so difficult for me over the last couple of weeks has been that, for a while now, I have thought that Kevin was The One. I imagined that we would be married in the not-too-distant future. I thought that somewhere down the line we would probably have some children and a house. We would live our lives, travel, cultivate meaningful careers, grow old together and be a happy, loving, lasting family. I have imagined him in my future for so long that now, my future just seems sort of empty without him. And I don't know what to do about that.

It has been a hard day.

Currently Listening to:
Noble Beast by Andrew Bird